I didn't write any diaries for 1 month. The reason was that I didn't have mood to write any diaries. I always felt neither very tired nor depressed everyday. For my job: I scare I will be sacked. For my study: The standard of the Putonghua course is relatively high if I want to achieve a good score. It is difficult to remember all the pronunciations of words and passages. For personal: I feel lonely. For money: No job is no income. Who give me money to expense? For English study: I haven't read English for many months. The TOEIC test will be delayed because of Putonghua course. But I scare I cannot achieve good marks this year. In conclusion: Nothing is doing well in this first half year. I am a rubbish!