Due to some motherfuckers stole my property two months ago (my 3-year NB, passport, external hard drive, and some other personal stuff that is enough to kill my lonley mind along with those memories), I was so depressed about what I have saved for these long period of time.
Last night, there was a thought suddenly pop up in my mind and telling me that I need to look for something I ve saved last year. I digged out my boxes, and yes, I found them, my memories.
I put it in my pc, meanwhile, I felt so depressed and hated myself. Thought I won t have the same thing happen again, but I ended up making the same mistake, and received the same reasons for why that person left. I was looking at every pictures I had with that person, those memories tells a lot why I still can t let go. 7 months past, I m still who I used to be, the same old thing, the same old mind, the same old feeling, they all come along with me, through those path we ve been through together, they might be hurt and painful, but on the whole, it only brought me happiness and satisfy. I m not regret meeting you, I believe meeting you is something would have happened.
I m looking at you, knowing you re fine now, knowing you re happy with whatever happen around you, no matter where you are, I will still be the one that s always there for you. |