I couldn’t sleep quite well, also I didn’t want to on-line computer. So I turned on the TV and it was the first time I turned on HKBN TV. This was the first time I paid attention to HKBN TV because I seldom see TV plays for a long time because most of them were stupid plays and seemed no good for me. But when I turned on the HKBN TV, there was a advertisement there, all HKBN TV customers can see the movie "You Are the Apple of My Eye 那些年" free of charge. When I saw the title, it was attracting to me, but in fact I only felt little bit sour.
There were two reasons. One of the reasons was I dared not see it in the cinema and the other reason was I scared I would think of her. But I was alone and I was just finishing attending the exam, I should do something to relax myself. Also a piece of lonely feeling pushed me to press the green button to watch it. I never think I was scaring when I was pressing the green button to confirm to see it. My heartbeat was quickly, not only I scared I scare, also what the ending would be. If you have read my past diary, I didn’t have much opportunity to date girl. That s why I was always thinking of her. I knew I did wrong but I never thought of the ending between me and her. Would the ending of the movie as same as my experience? I had a question about it.
The content in the first part that the scenes in a secondary school was never happened in my past time because I was studied in a boy school and I never studied in any university. So I saw the first part very enjoyable, and smiled for many times such as the naughty boy (the male title role) was punishing by the girl(heroine), the boy cut his hair, the boy was tied his best to studying and he was reading in the toilet, etc. I really enjoyed watching the first part.
For the second part, the male title role and the heroine were studying in different universities. When I saw the part they were dating near Christmas one year, the boy didn’t know ask the heroine to keep company with him. I was associated with something in thinking of her. Because the day when I dated her, I also didn’t know how to hold her hand. I smiled for his stupid lacking confidence action. But if I were him, I might do the same thing too when I was young.
When I was watching to the part they were arguing at the boy s university because of having organised the boxing activity. I had a question, everyone would know the girl had to love the boy, otherwise she wouldn’t stand in front of him and why at last He could only say "Only a fool could keep on trying to chase you for such so long time". I knew I couldn’t think of his meaning. Because if I were him, I would say sorry first because of her action. I was also disappointing to me and felt anomic and daunted for a long time. I dared not continue to watch and stopped the movie right away. I knew I didn’t have any qualifications to make comment to the male title role. But in fact, I thought I was to be him in the whole contents I had watched. I was jealously and made angry with his inactive actions. But why he didn’t feel daunted, disappointed, upset and didn’t have any response to the action after arguing? I still couldn’t catch his meaning. I was comparing with him, he was better than me. At least he had ability to contact heroine, but I couldn’t do such the same thing.
After I have written the diary, I have a hope to see the ending. Will the heroine marry to him, or will the heroine marry with other people? I guess the ending should be something like that.
I definitely don t want to see one of them might be died. Otherwise I would be very disappointed if I continue to see the remaining part of "You Are the Apple of My Eye".
But anyway, it is the time 2:30. I have to sleep.
P.S.
1/10 any qualification => any qualifications
studying => reading
enjoyed => enjoyed watching
definitely => definely |
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